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DISCLAIMER
roleplay blog based on canon character from Supernatural (2005-2020). i'm not affiliated with the show. credits to the creators and actors.
WRITING PREFERENCES
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i enjoy writing all spn seasons (including pre- & post- series), alternate verses, and crossovers. i tag all threads accordingly. for your convenience, check verse descriptions for the verse i tag in our thread. for more details, simply ask me.FOLLOWING PREFERENCES
i follow: blogs with informative muse pages and muses that i can see dean interact with.
i do not follow: muses i can't see plot opportunities with, canon characters i dislike or blogs that write topics i dislike or i'm uncomfortable with. i won't ask you to conform to my boundaries - i will simply not follow.as an fyi, topics that i am not interested in include: ships like wincest or destiel, ooc topics like callout posts or vague posting, or triggers such as sexual abuse, current events mentioned in rp, and age gap relationships.

PORTRAYAL HIGHLIGHTS: i write dean as a caring but deeply troubled individual, carrying a lot of guilt on his shoulders. he suffers from psychological toxic masculinity. for more details, see headcanons.NSFW & TRIGGERS: this blog contains dark themes (incl. blood, gore, weapons, death, sex, violence, torture, blasphemy, trauma, etc.). don’t follow if you’re uncomfortable or under 21. you can also ask me to tag specific triggers. smut is tagged as "#nsft".AFFILIATIONS & EXCLUSIVITY: i don't practice exclusivity with canons. all affiliations that are exclusively oc-based. see more under relations.CREDITS
credits for rp gifs: @urdnotstxrm, sophiexrph, thewxnderersedits, goodomcns, wcrgifs, specerhastings, ovgifs4, serxndgifites,
please note that all other rp gifs are made by me. all writing, graphics, icons are also all created by me. do not steal anything.

ARRESTS

YearLocationCommitted crimes
2005 (s1)Jericho, CApolice impersonation and credit card fraud
2005 (s1)St. Louis, MO3 counts first degree murder
2005 (s1)Ankeny, IAcarried firearms without a license
2007 (s2)Milwaukee, MIarmed robbery
2008 (s3)Monument, CObreaking & entering, suspicion of murder
2010 (s5)Sioux Falls, SDattempted murder for suspected zombie
2010 (s6)Elwood, ILhate crime assault
2011 (s7)Jericho, CAbank robbery & mass murder
2011 (s7)Manitoc, WIbank robbery & mass murder
2011 (s7)St. Louis, MObank robbery & mass murder
2011 (s7)Ankeny, IAbank robbery & mass murder
2015 (s10)Shreveport, LAattempted assault of a police officer
2016 (s12)Indianapolis, INpresidential assassination attempt -classified

BIOGRAPHY

Dean Winchester was born to Mary and John Winchester on January 24th, 1979. four years later, he had a brother ; his name is sam. As far as Dean can remember, they were one happy family, until something came after them. on November 2nd, 1983, Mary Winchester was killed by a DEMON. John was left alone to bring up his children on the road while in search of the monster that killed his wife. John raised his children to hunt monsters and spirits. they learned that by doing so, they saved people — they became heroes. Dean grew up knowing that the FAMILY BUSINESS was inevitable for him, in spite of the brief teenage rebellion of his. He had hopes and dreams, but all of that didn’t matter ; he was destined to be a hunter. By the time Dean became an adult, John gave him his car, the 1967 chevy impala. Dean has always loved that car and cherished it ever since. it was the only home he’d known. While his brother ran off to go to college — refusing to accept the path that their father had paved for them — Dean stayed with his father. They took long hunting trips together, but at times the two worked on their own. One day, John left without saying a word and didn’t return any of Dean’s calls. alarmed by his father’s absence, the eldest son sought out for help from his brother. Together, they drove across the country, hunting monsters while in search of their father. all the time they spent looking for him, the Winchester brothers realized that they were stronger together — ‛ we made a hell of a team. ’ The Winchesters have experienced a lot of loss, grief, separation and pain, but at the end of the day, they’ve stayed together as a FAMILY and kept fighting the good fight. Apart from all the bad they’ve been through and continue to live through daily, they’ve come to acknowledge the strength that comes with depending on one another and always looking after each other. — ‛ we’re brothers, and no matter how bad it gets, that doesn’t change. ’

HEADCANONS

headcanon & linktimelinedetails
all headcanonsall seasonsall posts, incl. unimportant ones
toxic masculinityall seasonswhat it means for dean
fatherhoods6 - nowdean's parenting & how it impacts him
dean vs. timepost-seriesnavigating the aftermath of time & reality
rhonda hurleyall seasonslessons learned on sexuality
seductionall seasonshow dean uses seduction to his benefit
dean & johnall seasonsthe burden and legacy left by his dad
dean & mary pt. 1pre-series - s11before her resurrection
dean & mary pt. 2s12 - nowafter her resurrection
teenage yearspre-seriesdean's 3 teen phases
deanmons10demon dean's abilities & weaknesses
(im)moralitys10what right & wrong means for demon dean

[ headcanons are sorted by relevance ; if you have any questions, feel free to ask! ]

UNIVERSES

TIMELINE

includes descriptions for: pre-series, all canon seasons, post-series

ALTERNATE

includes descriptions for: demon dean, huntercorp, 2014!dean, and normal life au's.

CROSSOVER

includes descriptions for: the boys, winx club, dark angel, disney / descendants.

TIMELINE

#after school special — pre-series 1.0
while their father is out hunting, dean and his younger brother, sam, are constantly enrolled into different schools. dean is the troublemaker of the class who always finds ways to interrupt the lesson and annoy the teachers. he tries to keep the tough guy facade, though once people get to know him better, it’s easy to spot his soft side. for early teen years, he’s quite confident and sociable, though, sometimes he gets shy around girls. for late teen years, he's more confident and bold. [ fc's: dylan everett, peyton meyer (age 13-17) ]headcanon
#devil's trap — s1
dean is on the road, hunting with sam, while the two brothers are looking for their father, john. dean is a skilled and narrow-minded hunter, obedient to his absent father who knows little about demons and how to exorcise them. he mainly hunts ghosts and vampires. he shoots first, asks questions later. [ age: 26-27 ]
#no rest for the wicked — s3
on the road, hunting with sam as many monsters as they possibly can. dean has one year to live due to the deal he has made with a demon to save his brother. he shows no fear, although he is terrified of the fate he has chosen for himself. ironically, he appears to be more alive than ever as he tries his best to live life to the fullest, in order to leave good memories for himself and his brother behind. he remains the narrow-minded hunter, who shoots first, asks questions later. [ age: 28-29 ]
#the song remains the same — s5
the winchesters are on the road, hunting monsters and demons, while also battling against heaven and hell. the brothers are going through a rough time trusting one another. however, they stay together, in order to fight together. dean knows how to kill angels, and doesn't hesitate to do so. he aims first, and asks questions later. [ age: 30-31 ]
#survival of the fittest — s7
dean is on the road, hunting leviathan and other monsters with sam. he and sam are america’s most wanted serial killers after being framed by two leviathan. eventually, dean finds himself in purgatory, hunting down monsters for a whole year. dean is broken over the loss of his surrogate father. he grows more and more tired of the job, although he carries on the family business. [ age: 32-33 ]
#strairway to heaven — s9
dean is on the road, hunting with sam, while trying to kill abaddon and metatron, as both of them are trying to take over the world. dean is very protective over sam, after almost losing him, and making a dangerous choice for his brother. later on, dean possesses the mark of cain on his right arm, but he is in control of the mark's bloodlust. [ age: 34-35 ]
#out of the darkness and into the fire — s11
on the road, hunting with sam, trying to figure out how to stop the darkness from destroying the world. dean and sam are seeking all the help they can get in order to stop her. dean is afraid of the hold she has on him, and struggles to face her. the brothers are slowly getting back to being a team and fighting against evil together. [ age: 36-37 ]
#war of the worlds — s13
sam and dean are on the road hunting, while looking for a way to save their mom from the alternate world. dean is extremely distrustful of the newborn nephil, jack, as he sees him as a potential threat to the world due to his biological connection to lucifer. reluctantly, he tries to accept him as part of the family. [ age: 36-37 ]
#welcome to the end — s15
sam and dean are on the road hunting while facing god's plan. despite their relentless efforts to challenge their own destiny, they catch themselves losing hope. nonetheless, they continue to hunt and save people, because their job is the only thing that keeps them going. [ age: 40-41 ]
#nothing ever really ends — post-series 1.0
with their newfound freedom, sam and dean get to live the rest of their lives however they choose to. dean renovates bobby's property and opens the SINGER AUTO repair shop. moreover, he chooses to devote his time and energy to being a father to his kids. after spending many years desperately trying to keep them safe, he finally gets the chance to just be there for them. he wants to set things right by them and raise them to be the best that they can be, as he lets them choose who they want to be. whether he is a single father or he is settled down with someone who understands the life, dean is still by his brother’s side. [ age: early 40's ]

#soldier in leather — pre-series 2.0
sam and dean are growing up to be hunters like their father. dean is trying to pick up after john and learn everything there is to know about hunting. he has recently dropped out of high school, in order to focus more on hunting and saving people. alternatively, sam is already in college, while dean is carrying on the family business with his father. sometimes he can be found hunting on his own. dean is the obedient son, obsessed with hunting monsters and saving people.
[ fc: jensen ackles (early years) ; age: 18-25 ]
#born under a bad sign — s2
on the road, hunting with sam, while trying to deal with the fact that their father is dead. dean soon discovers that he's the one responsible for john dying, and he blames himself. the winchesters both get an anti-possession tattoo on their chest to keep demons away after a tragedy that happened to sam. dean is remains a narrow-minded hunter who knows how to exorcise as well as kill demons. he is trying his best to protect his brother more than ever. he shoots first, asks questions later. [ age: 27-28 ]
#on the head of a pin — s4
dean is back from the dead and on the road, hunting. he is broken and scarred from the hell he had suffered for four months, although he appears to be completely fine. he encounters angels for the first time and has a very complicated relationship with his brother. he has trouble trusting him due to certain choices that he had made during the time when dean was gone, but he still cares about him and wants the best for him. dean is a little rusty, but still good at hunting. [ age: 29-30 ]
#let it bleed — s6
dean lives a happy, normal life with lisa and ben, until sam surpringly comes back from the dead. eventually, he gets back on the road, hunting with him, while he feels devastated for leaving the perfect apple-pie life that he had always dreamed of behind. the winchesters have trouble trusting castiel, due to his odd behavior. dean is quite tired and rusty, but still a skilled hunter, who aims first, and asks questions later. [ age: 31-32 ]
#torn and frayed — s8
dean is back on the road, hunting with sam, after spending an entire year in purgatory. the two brothers, with the help of the prophet, kevin, attempt to close the gates of hell, in order to lock away all the demons on earth. they discover the bunker and live there, after spending their entire life in motel rooms. due to the brotherhood he had developed with the vampire, benny, in purgatory, dean grows more open-minded about monsters, and realizes that not all of them are evil. [ age: 33-34 ]
#the things we left behind — s10
dean is a recently cured demon who is back on the road, hunting with sam, while still bearing the mark of cain. dean becomes very dangerous and can get angry rather quickly. dean is currently very murderous, and he needs to be approached with caution. there may be instances where he can lose control over the mark, and harm without intending to. [ age: 35-36 ]
#family feud — s12
on the road, hunting with sam and slowly adapting to the idea of their mother coming back from the dead. the brothers encounter the british men of letters and, while they choose to work with them due to their highly advanced ways to hunt, they don't fully trust them. [ age: 37-38 ]
#damaged goods — s14
sam and dean are on the road hunting, sometimes with jack or cas. taking place after michael's possession of dean, the winchester is struggling in dealing with the haunting memories of that experience. the only thing he looks forward to is finding michael and putting a stop to him before destroying the world. [ age: 39-40 ]
#back to the future — post-series 2.0
(takes place after 1.0)
everything works out well, too well. at some point, dean starts to doubt that this is the kind of life he wants for himself. he realizes he misses hunting and starts to wonder if this is it.
and that's when he wakes up to find sam ( @sunsymbols ) next to him, still sleeping. because a djinn can only keep someone dreaming away a fantasy world, as long as they stay happy in it. they were sharing the same fantasy this whole time. dean shakes his brother awake. they've only been gone for 2 days. but in their minds, it felt like 2 years.with fresh memories of a fantasy that, for the first time, is actually attainable, sam and dean gather different learnings from their individual experiences. tension grows between the brothers, as sam refuses to go back to hunting and dean refuses to retire.dean does not talk about this experience to anyone right away. [ age: early 40's ]

ALTERNATE

#family empire — huntercorp au
[ version o1 ]: dean winchester is the son of john winchester, founder of huntercorp — an international hunting company that saves people by stopping monsters all over the world. he grew up learning everything about the family business and working his way into becoming one of the hunter leaders in his father's company, alongside his brother. [ age: 20s-30s ]
[ version o2 ]: dean winchester ( currently under the alias, dean harrison ) comes from an alternate reality where he is a hunter at huntercorp, a global organization of monster hunters led by wealthy father. back in his world, he was practically a celebrity. when his own world gets destroyed, he and his brother, sam, manage to escape to another reality. his father’s whereabouts remain unknown, despite the fact that all three went through the same rift. now, he is currently travelling the world, exploring the notable differences and trying to survive without the comfort of his own wealth. meanwhile, he may stumble across people that may mistake him for the other dean and try to play along with it for the sake of survival. [ age: 30-40 ]#the end is near — 2014!apocalypse
the verse is based on the episode ‘the end.’ playing both 2014!dean as a leader of an army of soldiers that fight croatoan (people with a virus that changes them into something inhuman who cannot be stopped unless they're killed) while hunting down lucifer, and 2009!dean who is sent to the future to witness the end of the world. [ age: 30 / 35 ]
#what is and what should never be — normal life
normal life verse loosely based on episode 2.20. dean grew up in a normal household with his father, john, his mother, mary, and his brother, sam. he works at a garage, lives at his own apartment and possibly has a girlfriend. his brother is happily engaged to jessica moore and he gets to spend time with him whenever they can. they do not get to hang out as much as they used to, but they do get along. [ age: 20s-30s ]

#soul survivor — demon dean
takes place after the season 9 finale and before episode 3 of season 10. when dean dies he comes back as a knight of hell. while his brother is desperately searching for him, dean is hanging out with crowley while drinking and killing. he has shut off his emotions and embraced the mark's bloodthirst. he has no tolerence for anyone standing on his way. he is dangerous ; proceed with caution. [ age: 35 ]
#folsom prison blues — normal life 2.0
dean grew up in a normal household, brought up by both parents alongside his younger brother. despite his normal upbringing, the eldest brother had always been a bit of a troublemaker. he’d skip school so many times before eventually dropping out ; he’d never get along with any kind of authority, including the police ; and he’d always end up picking up fights with people for the hell of it. soon after his eighteenth birthday, he moved out of his family home to get away from the pressure of being a good son. he took up small jobs around town, stayed in trashy apartments and generally lived life on the run. from robbery and assault, dean’s new charge changed his life for the worst: he was framed with murder of the first degree. although he knew the people responsible for it ( ghosts of the past whom he had wronged along the way ), he didn’t have enough evidence to present to the police and clear out his name — and, even if he did, he would still end up in jail for his other charges. while he remains detached from his family, he tries to contact them during desperate times. meanwhile, he is currently trying to survive, weary of whom to trust, as he never stays in the same place for too long. [ age: 20s-30s ]
#we would always end up here — raised by mary *NEW!
sam and dean are raised by a widowed mother after their father dies in a house fire. growing up, the boys are raised to live normal lives, though mary continues to hunt in secret following the mysterious death of her husband. one day, a teen dean suspects that mary is in a secret relationship, so he follows her only to find out the truth about her being a hunter. mary tells her teenage boys the truth about the supernatural. sam is angry with her for lying their whole lives and refuses to engage with the hunting lifestyle, sending himself off to college to pursue a career and have a normal life. dean is more interested in training but her mother forbids him from hunting leading to him train in secret. one night, mom doesn't come back home after several days, prompting dean to seek out sam in stanford and ask for his help to find her. [ age: 16 as teen, 26 as adult ]

CROSSOVER

#never meet your heroes — the boys
raised by john winchester, a marine who oftentimes fought next to superheroes, dean grew up with the idea that superheroes were good. it wasn’t until he was old enough ( around 14 y/o ) that john revealed that his mother's death was in the hands of a superhero, as well. and so, dean developed an obsession with taking down supes with the belief that hunting them was the only way to ensure the safety of the human race. nowadays, dean hunts low-life, no-name supes; he’s never dared to go after the big guys ( aka the seven or vought ). while it is the ultimate goal, he has yet to find the right people to help him. currently, he is in search of them as well as a good execution plan. [ age: 30s ]
#what is a multiplied skin without a soul — dark angel
verse follows the spn events that took place before and during season 1. when he was only five years old, dean was kidnapped by members of manticore – an organization that created genetically modified superior soldiers – and had his DNA used to create the transgenic twins, X5-493 ( ben ) and X5-494 ( alec ). the method of using human DNA to create them was later abandoned by the committee, as kidnapping children from their homes was risky. growing up, dean's only memories of the event are merely through his father’s eyes, who had spent hours searching for his boy, only to see him back to the motel room safe and sound the next morning. over the years, john got obsessed with figuring out what happened to dean that night, while also in search of his wife’s killer. when manticore was made known to the public, john began hunting down transgenics who posed a threat to the human race, while also training his sons to do the same. one of them, X5-493 ( ben ), was a serial killer and was discovered by dean himself. shocked to find out that he wasn’t a shape-shifter using his face but a transgenic who looked just like him, dean tried to hunt him down to get answers. without knowing that X5-452 ( max ) had already killed him, dean took it upon himself to find out what happened by visiting seattle and going undercover. [ age: 25 ]
#when the hour is darkest he shall fight — disney
dean was a poor orphan who lost his family at a young age. he grew up in the village, raising his brother and himself by stealing food and hunting animals in the forest. in his twenties, he became one of the best huntsmen in the village. when word spread, the evil queen sought him out and brought him to her palace, offering him a large amount of money that would benefit him and his family, in exchange to kill snow white and bring back her heart. dean had never killed a person before, but with the information he was given, he was led to believe that snow white deserved to die and, hence, he accepted the offer. he tracked down the girl and realized that he had been lied to by the queen, that snow white was innocent. refusing to obey the queen, dean killed a deer, took out its heart and offered that instead to the evil queen. the queen didn’t realize the truth until dean was already gone with the money. he kept some of it to himself, the rest, he gave to his brother. now, he is currently on the run, afraid that one day the evil queen will find him and punish him. [ age: early 30s ]

#where meteors fall, hunters will rise — smallville NEW!
dean is the son of john winchester, a wealthy businessman who built a prestigious, top-secret organization, huntercorp, which was founded with the purpose of seeking and eradicating supernaturals on a global scale. john had been keeping a close eye on the mysterious activities taking place in the town of smallville, but it wasn't until lionel luthor was found guilty of murder that he was able to take action. following his father's orders, dean enthusiastically took on his first solo project assignment: study the locals and seek out the supernaturals. [ click for details ] [ age: 19-21 ]
#come join the club — winx club
born to a specialist mother ( mary ) and a human father ( john ), sam and dean were destined to follow their mother’s path and become specialists by attending the red fountain, the paramilitary prestigious educational institution school at the planet magix . during one of their early missions as specialists, the boys encountered a deceptive person with the intent to harm them . sam ( @sunsymbols ) saw through the illusion and as a result, manifested fairy powers that were unknown to them before . after a year of dean trying to help sam hide his fairy powers from the other specialists, the younger brother decides to switch schools and go to alfea instead, the ancient school for fairies . although upset by the outcome, dean eventually grew supportive of sam’s choice after witnessing him in a battle . sam is a fairy of all-sight .
at the age of 19, dean met and hooked up with hanna ( @huntingbound ), a former-fairy-turned-witch from cloud tower which resulted to them having a child together, lily ( @lilyspaintedred ) . hanna dies during a battle . lily grows up as a fairy of sunshine and attends alfea . meanwhile, dean grows to become a leader of specialists’ missions and a trainer to younger specialists at red fountain . [ age: 20s ]years later : dean’s secret powers : dean never doubted himself to be anything other than a specialist, but sam’s newfound nature made him extremely defensive of his stance on the matter . for the longest time, dean has been denying the possibility of him ever being a fairy because he didn’t believe he was one — and he was right : he wasn’t a fairy, but something else … when dean loses lily in battle, he cannot cope with her death . and similar to how sam’s powers manifested, dean’s powers were forced out at the event of his daughter’s death .dean discovers that he is a phoenix, a rare creature in the magical realm, and a rather powerful one . more specifically, he is a phoenix of death who has the power to bring someone back from the dead — as long as he takes another life away . the burden of having to maintain the balance has been taunting him ever since he had succeeded in bringing back his lily by paying the price . dean doesn’t use his powers as often, simply because he cannot take an innocent’s life away to save someone else . he considers his powers to be incredibly selfish, immoral, and overall, a burden . however, he will take action if any of his loved ones get hurt . in the meantime, he remains a specialist and uses his physical skills instead of his magical powers . [ click for visuals ] [ age: 40s ]

ROADMAP

RELATIONS

note: featured mentions are oc's only & they contribute to dean's canon and portrayal. expect mentions of them in different interactions. although canon muses impact dean's story too, i reserve no exclusivity for canon muses. all other relations are listed as blog tags below.

featured

name: lily winchester-holbrook
relation [tag]: daughter
url: lilyspaintedred
summary: dean found out that he had a daughter when she was already 15 years old ( during season 9 ), after her mother died in his arms.

OTHER ROMANTIC BONDS
lisa & dean
cassie & dean

featured

name: lana collins
relation [tag]: unrequited love, childhood friend
url: krys4lis
summary: soon after helping lana become part of the hunting community, dean caught feelings that would remain unrequited for a long time.

featured

name: sarah miller
relation [tag]: rekindled flame
url: milleroptimism
summary: after abruptly ending one of his few serious relationships due to his father's work, dean never thought he would see sarah again so many years later.

OTHER AMBIGUOUS BONDS
bela & dean
maya & dean

name: hanna holbrook
relation [tag]: hunting partners, former lover, mother to his child
url: huntingbound
summary: hanna's decision to quit hunting at 19, led to her and dean parting ways, without him knowing it was due to her pregnancy.